i feel an energy pouring out
of my heart chakra. reaching out to
the universe, begging to be filled
with the love that i so desire.
to be rid of this loneliness that
haunts me in my waking hours.
it's like a magnet pulling,
trying to grab onto something
that will ease this feeling.
this feeling of loneliness when
i'm surrounded by friends.
this feeling of need as i sit
here alone wanting to cry
for no reason. i'm here..
i'm here..i'm here..find me!
i want to feel that sensation,
when the magnet and the energy
connect. that orgasm of becoming
one..that primal explosion, making
me feel whole again.